And I'm not afraid anymore.
I just want action. I've tried to say what I feel. I've tried explaining my fears. I've tried to bridge the gaps and keep reaching out and trying to bring him closer. Even though it hurts.
I've run out of ideas and I'm emotionally exhausted.
I just want to be happy.
It's getting worse. We barely talk. I tell him my fears. He says I'm complaining.
I try to love him anyway and he throws it back at me.
I tell him what I miss and he twists it until I'm almost crying.
He makes me cry and then tells me I shouldn't, that I have no reason to.
He can't see how much it hurts.
I can't hold us together indefinitely.
I just want action. I've tried to say what I feel. I've tried explaining my fears. I've tried to bridge the gaps and keep reaching out and trying to bring him closer. Even though it hurts.
I've run out of ideas and I'm emotionally exhausted.
I just want to be happy.
It's getting worse. We barely talk. I tell him my fears. He says I'm complaining.
I try to love him anyway and he throws it back at me.
I tell him what I miss and he twists it until I'm almost crying.
He makes me cry and then tells me I shouldn't, that I have no reason to.
He can't see how much it hurts.
I can't hold us together indefinitely.
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