The Inevitable End

04/09/2018

Time has passed and brought us here. This is where it ends.

We are too different and we have grown apart. We are not in love anymore.

We have stayed together because it's easy. It's convenient. But there is nothing left that bonds us together as a couple. We are not on the same wavelength anymore.

I have tried to open up. I've tried to show you how I feel and what I miss. I've tried to show you what has changed and what I wish we could have.

It all fell on deaf ears, and worse you hit back at me with empty words and empty accusations. It was my fault.

I can't keep taking the blame for everything. I can't keep being the person who is in the wrong. It feels wrong, so I speak up about it.

I've tried so hard to be easy. To follow you. I've tried to find a way to make it work. I've compromised on everything.

I can't keep doing this. I don't feel safe. I don't feel loved. I don't feel wanted or attractive. I don't feel like a girlfriend. I have been reduced to something small and ugly. It's not who I am.