1.8.17
I keep my words tucked into my heart. I am afraid to speak. One word can drag the rest out of me, and you don't want them.
It is so hard not to say something, but the frustration that will follow will only hurt me more. Because I know you'll ignore what I say.
So... I keep it simple. I say nothing but good morning. I write everything else here for myself. My pain. My disappointment. My fears. My insecurity. My lack of hope.
I say good morning. Everything else is here. The way I feel. The way I love... the pain it causes when I know that if I were to show how much I love him and his place in my heart he would ignore it.
I'm torn up inside.
I want to share my feelings. I also want to receive the same in return.
I keep my words tucked into my heart. I am afraid to speak. One word can drag the rest out of me, and you don't want them.
It is so hard not to say something, but the frustration that will follow will only hurt me more. Because I know you'll ignore what I say.
So... I keep it simple. I say nothing but good morning. I write everything else here for myself. My pain. My disappointment. My fears. My insecurity. My lack of hope.
I say good morning. Everything else is here. The way I feel. The way I love... the pain it causes when I know that if I were to show how much I love him and his place in my heart he would ignore it.
I'm torn up inside.
I want to share my feelings. I also want to receive the same in return.
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